ugh yawn le wokeup
still no solid ideas but in my recent dreamerino I rubbed a woman's pussyino until she squirted
Ugh yawn le wokeup
ywnrawpuss
you will never be skinny, fatso
I've come to a decision. being prettyino > not being prettyino
i can build my fantasy worlderinos around being prettyino. I can aesthetically and cutely impale people and revelino aesthetically as they die slow and painfully
i've settled one aspect
now its time to ponder having a tulpa gferino
what's a pussyino? :o
vagina
the dream felt real therefore I consider real minus the moral consequences of premarital fornication because it was a dreamerino
real women are all disgusting and ugly and repulsive irl blech
only women in my dreams and imagination are pretty
i hate real women
thus the reason towards a tulpa gf
she can be perfect and beautiful and stufferino
and sex with random women is fucking awful and I wanna long term relationship and have the sex with the same womanerino forever aand everino
incredible
marriagecucks get exactly what they deserve
yawn I'll do the medieval thingerino and just force myself into it and pairbond for life with my waifukinoino and we'll both be majestic birderinos
is this what you stupid fucking CIA lobotomites do on the weekends?
you just do the dance of death to the human race?
the state shouldn't empower these women, that's the problem
marriage shouldn't have anything to do with the state
"getting marriagecucked" is only possible through CIA fuckery
yawn I'm finally ready to write probably
or i may still choose a more down to earth idea
i've decided i'm emo and schizo now
REEEEEEEEEEEEEE FUCK OFFF!!!!
yawn
i can't derive joy from my medieval headcanons anymore.
time for complete schizo nightmare nonsense
ugh I' m so le sad and emo and a vampire probably... I apathetic to others le suffering so instead....
i have to make people in my imagination suffer personally to feel le emotion that I suddenly stopped feeling
yawn i'm so le sad
(not really, schizophrenia took away my emotionerinos)
le sigh
fuck...
i forgot to install cry of fear and also half life for afraid of monsterinos
installing an itchio horror...
ugh yawn may take a nap
When girls flirt with me I feel so incredibly stunned, or embarrassed, or confused or other feelings that stop me from acting.
yawn can't le sleeperino
tiny black pecker
ugh le suffering
need a mommy tulpa gferino
emo-ifying my ig reels feed
laughing and smiling isn't aestheticalrino
the world is dead to me
i'll get there eventually
blech pokemon is so autism core
my instagram is spying on me
somehow it knows I like birds
i have arrived
i have finally found my le home...
okay I'm just gonna be a lot harsher critic of reels now
99% of the stuff just ISN'T funny
more 'plier
yippee 8 more too go (29 game installerinos in total)
i'm install gmod
reel descriptionerinos are a lot bouncier when opened
coffee 'ime
now I can think just a little betterino
still can't decide on the whole aesthetic of my gferino