*sees bantoid*

*sees bantoid*

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i wish i could draw

Hello there, your body my choice

I mean nothing is stopping you from drawing random stuff or just trying to copy drawing so that you get feel of it.
I don't think that's true. Proof?

yea i have no idea what im doing.

Empty schedule
Should have filled it with goon material

I only get these because they are leather bound, or leather like material anyway. Convenient to carry around.

tf are those jawlines bro. her face is paper wrapped around a toilet paper cardboard cone

Bro i'm just trying to copy goon material, and these are attempts after like 100 years of not drawing anything. So far its pretty bad.

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holy freak, good golly, polly is actually doing something to make progress with his creative dreams.

give up bro

donut represents an anus

Mhm she’s looking at me with that face I think she wants something from me

Yea its a miracle.
Well not just yet, i just started k.
Curious.
That's fair.
Yes, your id sir.

chin has been improved maybe dunno.

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neck a bit too thin imo

you have to elaborate on this. are you doing this for funsies or has your plan shifted to become a hentai artist or something? also why are you doing this on a planner you half ass, or is the idea that in 100 years when you are a legend the people will look back on your struggle and see that you started out by drawing on a planner and will say to themselves "...kino".

Umm i will get there eventually maybe. Not really used to drawing same thing over and over again.
Well i got guilt tripped by reading one thread, and resumed stuff that i planned to do, like daily drawing or kana repeating. And honestly i randomly started drawing that one. As for paper i just figured that using A4 paper is a waste on some random drawings as i wanted a notebook for daily stuff, but since its already 4th page today, it's kinda not really working as intended.

this thread is so embarrassing

well i know this doesn't mean much coming from somebody who doesn't draw but those drawings already look nice so you keep it up, the more you do something the better you'll get so just remember that even if you aren't happy with the results, every drawing makes you more familiar with what you do and don't want to do.
detractors add nothing to this world

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he didn't add that much either

bra off centre, and stuff iiwii really.
Well it might well be, unsurprising really.
I mean i would happily take that complement if not for the fact that i'm basic those on smt else already. Not really the way i like to do things, but drawing from memory alone is uhhhh a pain. But yea if i keep doing it, it will get better, if. Also that's nice rider there mister.
It's over.

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seeing amateur pencil drawings on the internet is just peak cringe for me, maybe i'm just projecting and representing something so i don't know

Well to be fair, i really should first do a lot of those in private and then post smt actually good. But i guess i can't help it and need dopamine to keep going, but i will try repressing those feelings.

i burned all of my earlier drawings because they were so cringe inducing

do you take requests polly, maybe a challenge would help you grow. or at least give you a new angle to work from. Anyways i know you will accept because you are submissive like that, I want you to draw an ss coded lady with an ss coded facial expression, also ignore the bussian, i like seeing the progress so don't retreat just yet.

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yeah i mean repressing not representing
it's fine i guess but personally i would never ever post something like this online for other people to see, it would be just unbearable

I had entire bag of notes that i wanted to sacrifice to the fire god, but when i came home the bag was gone, it was so over.
Ehhh, i mean i did get tired of drawing aoko 4 times in the row. Well uhhhh is the pic related idea you are talking about kinda maybe?
Well i guess feedback is also part of the reason i post those, pixiv here i go surely.

yeah something like what i posted, you could even just try and copy it if you want

i don't think you'll get any adequate feedback here because people will either shit up your drawings no matter what or redditpraise everything and dicksuck you

Well so far it's rather yikes worthy since i figured 'what the hell might as well do it without reference or rather only taking the wink part. Kinda apprehensive about posting that one.
I suppose.

you dont have to post it but do know that i have taken your cowardice down in the polly lore book. regarding the other posters points; what the heck id the point of bant if not to post threads like this? seeing you make a creative effort is way more interaction worthy than most threads, so dont be discouraged from posting.

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that's why you should only post these things on the cord and show them only to people you know personally so you can threat them if they lie or overpraise your drawings

stop encouraging the tighter knittening of the inner circle, us outer circle bros are already desperate for scraps of attention

Ok im done with drawing for today since i dont want to burn out on the first day wew. Well countless times i posted effort threads which were ignored so if anything even negative response is better really. But yea iiwii these 2. First one is obviously trying to do stuff without reference which i guess it shows, other one is uhhhh well page is far too smol if anything.
Well that's one of the options but i guess goddess fortuna favors the bold so here goes nothing.

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i could unironically fap to the right one. and im NOT being reddit chungus upvote wholesum, im just saying this is clearly a good effort and i think you should continue to practice and build on it instead of getting demoralized and burning out completely and giving up just like everything else in life. also the left one made me laugh, she is very cute alien.

i could unironically fap to the right one.

I think that's hmmmmm good maybe.

also the left one made me laugh, she is very cute alien.

yes uhhhh i was aiming for that yes haha yes
But yea i mean i didn't expect much from randomly starting drawing again, but we will see in the future what happens.

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just to clarify, im not going to fap to it since why would i when i have the original, i just mean if we were in prison together and you were my only source of goonfuel, this would be more than adequete and i would even be willing to trade sexual favors in exchange for access to this drawing.

Well i guess thats one skill to have in prison huh, goon fuel merchant. Tho i one has to wonder how it would be created without reference pic which is very much iiwii moment. But yea, so far prison goon tier in drawing, gonna put that on my cv.

well its a very realistic skill since the chances of you ending up in prison are quiet likely based on your online activity if you know what i lolimean.

you know he's already doing all of that and he just posted this thread because he felt cute or something
here's the only feasible advice i can give you: switch to digital instead and start getting used to working with a tablet, the skill celling of drawing stuff in photoshop is infinitely higher compared to using just pen and paper

*sees polly not giving up and improving himself*

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I have no clue what you mean mister monogatary mc self insert
Yea nah, i hate digital, if anything i only ever drew smt on paper and then took pic of that to edit it in gimp.
Things in that pic never happen.

speaking of that, new loli molestation scene just dropped in season im on
youtu.be/PUXWis__PwA

Ok i have a very important question, how often is smol shinobu on the screen. No reason.

regularly post season 1. she becomes a much more talkative character than first season and there is even a nude shared bathtub scene. basically, you need to start watching again.

polly,
take a look at the loomis mannequin and how to use simple shapes to represent the body
these two things are what helped me the most
uoh!

nude

UOH!

Oh i think i know the bath scene. Well to be fair mid shinobu was better i think Tho hard to tell, i haven't seen much of her aside from like vampire movies.

loomis mannequin

i think i have it, i haven't used it much really.

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that's the second cringest thing i saw today
so are you not actually starting a full-time artist career like these drawings imply

I don't think you can call it artist career when i'm clearly just learning how to draw. And i highly doubt it will have much effect on any career prospects, it's just a thing to do. If anything i need to write a bit as well today, that's the career part which remain uhhhhh stagnant.

cringe culture is cringe, as is calling everything you feel you are too cool for cringe. but by that logic i too am cringe for calling your behavior cringe. and that makes sense since its a cringy life so we should just all get over ourselves.

i think i have it

well that makes things easier, picrel is how i draw usually by turning people into mannequins in my head

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I know i should get basics like that first before going uhh further with stuff. I guess ive been too used with doing stuff by pen only so i wasn't erasing anything, I saw some stuff on pixiv that was quite da vinci tier with showcasing how every muscle changes affect slightest details. I can't find it tho

so it's just a new hobby of yours
i'm fine with it being softcore fetishist porn featuring obviously underage characters but the main male protagonists of these animes are always so fucking awkward and annoying and infuriating someone should just draw a lesbian version of monogatari, moids as you call them truly are fucking disgusting and it's almost as if i had a look at myself from the side which makes me feel very depressed and insecure about my masculine identity

I wouldn't say hobby, but it's been useful sometimes. I was never consistent with it so it just kinda got stuck on one lvl.

Whats disgusting to me is that moids like you worship women to the extent that seeing awkward and annoying and infuriating behaviors from a woman, you don't consider it cringe but instead you want to worship her marry her and obsess over her. thats what should make you insecure and depressed; your dependence and obsession with us as a gender and the fact that we fucking own your mind. what would you even be if you didn't have pussy as your main motivator for everything you do in life? i swear you pigs are nothing without us.

i spent 5 years doing jack shit because i had no idea what i was doing, i highly recommend reading up on the basics, at least a little
shouldn't take more than a few days to understand where every part goes
i read it on loomis' book "fun with a pencil", however i think that's mostly for realism so it probably isn't 100% accurate for anime

you know you could make billions if you really get into it and especially get into drawing some very specific stuff for very specific people
uhhh yeah you're kinda right but none of that applies to me since i'm done with foids after years of being tortured by them but i see how relevant this speech is and it does apply to a lof of other males haven't been in a serious relationship yet

Whats disgusting to me is that moids like you worship women to the extent that seeing awkward and annoying and infuriating behaviors from a woman, you don't consider it cringe but instead you want to worship her marry her and obsess over her. thats what should make you insecure and depressed; your dependence and obsession with us as a gender and the fact that we fucking own your mind

i do all of this

billions

i dont think there's hentai/anime artists out there making that much