Something strange has been happening to me.
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So I’ve been uncommonly handsome my whole life and have always received more than your average persons attention in my day to day, nothing crazy but it’s never been uncommon for me to catch a few women and girls staring at me each day when I’m out in public and it’s been to big deal. But I’m the last year or so I have noticed an undeniably massive increase in the amount of people who stare at me in public and in recent months it has been dialed up to 11. Obviously this is a strange topic and is nearly impossible to bring up to anyone because the under stable reaction to this is ‘ya whatever shut the fuck up lol’. It’s no longer just a few women and girls but men and women old and young, children and even babies as well as dogs. Today was the first time someone else noticed it and I told them I didn’t even know how to begin to explain to them how ordinary the experience has become to me, I was in a crowded local market with my cousin picking up some items and she asked why the hell so many people were looking at me and she was very disturbed by at after about 10 mins of noticing just how many heads were turning to look at me as if they recognized me and wanted to get a good long look. She thought I was somehow playing a trick on her but then quickly realized the absurdity of the idea and became visibly uncomfortable with the seemingly paranormal levels of attention I was receiving. I’m talking on the level of 50-60% of the people in the nearly shoulder to shoulder market at some point turned their heads and looked directly at me as we filtered through the crowd. Hundreds of individual people.