I cracked my door and made a few dents in the wall with my head
The slumlords will charge me $500 at least
I cracked my door and made a few dents in the wall with my head
fuck
LOL it's starting
i called it
How do you even have an apartment? Section 8 or some program for schizos? Are you on disability?
and why the fuck would you do that, just like don't punch your doors and don't hit your walls with your head
^21637733
You didn't call shit.
I get $12k a year
I have to destroy myself when loud trucks drive by
12k a year from what?
dude you dont know the half of it some fucking retarded aspie nigger thinks its really funny to drive 500mph right down the road next to my house every single night at like 3 am and he wakes me up every night without fail i hope he crashes and dies.
i forgot to mention he drives a motorcycle which is probably why hes pulling these stunts in bumfuck nowhere rural greece
i literally did cob
It baffles me how one can become so physically strong and still remain the weakest sissy mentally.
Would you like to punch a wall to celebrate this fact?
I wish it was just annoyance but my brain damage and hyperacusis has gone vestibular so vibrations from heavy noises are physical gore rape and the pain and rape makes me enraged and there's neuro audio psych intertwined why it's not possible for me to get better
Not killing myself is childish and irrational but I don't want to make my family sad even though
You're an arrogant do nothing coward pedophile poser but I have integrity and right heart and only held back by illness
You've come so far. A little setback isn't going to change that.
You are doing well given your circumstances. Try and control the rage within.
you look better without hair
I think all your Integrity and right heart energy simply must be channeled into something....
You could just put in some earplugs you gay whiny gay gay gay gay gay gay gay
You have narcissistic tendencies is what you have
I've been wearing earplugs and earmuffs 24/7 to the point where my ears have bled and face infections and the overprotection has caused 20x sensitivity to where it's like wearing nothing at all and I can't go back
I know that you're dumb and uneducated by lumping me in with the "i am so quirky and autistic" faggots because you've been dealt a normal funtional deck of cards and can't empathize but I don't associate with them
I-I think I can hear the walls giggling again...
Are you taking your medication?
I've researched and tried like 5 since summer and none counteract it
Thinking about going back on clomipramine but don't want the high jewlactin (jewish prolactin) that comes with it
If he was he wouldn't be raging at faint sounds
i never knew it was that bad, so an injury caused this?
faint
Lmao
Mri scan of my head
good luck
An mri scan caused brain damage
Schizo nonsense, take your meds, and by "take your meds" I mean take the anti-psychotics that I know have been prescribed to you
Maybe that's why your ears are all fucked up Spergio Leone durrrrrrrr I wonder why my ears hurt
Surprised they don't have you on the injections
He should have an antipsychotic pump installed into him against his will and just be blasted to the nines with Seroquel 24/7
did it show a concussion like status or something?
let the man talk pest.
Shut up ugly
eat my whole ass juvenile retard
The 110 decibel mri over my head in an enclosed space for an hour with improper ear protection and subhuman disposition caused pain from noise from then on, I didn't use earpro nonstop for 2 years until I couldn't take it anymore, then it got worse and paired with me hitting myself in the head over a thousand times and so on is why I'm at this point
Why do you obsessed faggots desire my downfall so hard
I wish I was immune to their ingorance and insults like futasuck
I didn't have ear problems before the scan so nothing showed you can only see inside the inner ear by cutting it open
it's inhumane for the government to keep people like this in the positions they're in, paying for it to continue
Anti-psychotics
NOW
How about some lessons in audiology and common sense for you first
whoa, soo untreated tinnitus lead to worsening mental state and giving yourself concussions?
Just take your meds retard and all your hypochondriac symptoms will disappear.
immune to their ignorance
you just have to rember that they're all intentionally being foot in mouth, head in ass retards on Anon Babble and shouldn't be taken seriously.
as long as you have a firm grip on your reality their made up bullshit can do what to you, exactly?
4 years from 40 i am too old for that petty shit.
Why is futasuck entertaining the delusions of a mentally ill man? You're doing more harm than good by entertaining his delusions
<3
Tinnitus and hyperacusis are seperate and I have both but I don't even care about the ringing part, which I've read about weak liberals killing themselves over quickly
takes alot to live with/fight that.
alot more than most of these schmucks have to offer even teamed together.
any deafness involved or just over sensitivity?