I'm le back and basically I've decided that I'm gonna be a neurotic yandere schizo (yandere ONLY for my imaginary friendn btw)
and basically I've learnsed from my instagram reels echo chamber that us americans or westerners in general don'thave free speech anymore. and out of paranoia that I am being targeted for past remarks I'm simply going to cease being offensive in general. i'mm sowwy ;__;
first i thought what if I had a yandere waifu, but that wouldn't work, I seek total control
so instead the better idea was to be the yandere instead
I'm simply going to cease being offensive in general
cringe
maybe being a neurotic mess when fully awake on coffee after being awake for close or more than 12 hours is actually the real me
being manipulative suits me
crazy waifu is far from what I want, I want a sane trustworthy waifu that is a little scared of me and will never leave me ever
Dude the average time to be awake is like prolly 15 to 16 hours a day
when I don't have any caffeine in my system then I'll stay awake for a couple hours after waking up and then take nap, then wake up again for couple more hours and then take another nap
if I drink coffee I'll stay awake forever unless if I drink a coffee like long into being awake (around 16 hours)
ai chatbot was the most foullest thing i've ever touched in my life and i haven't used it in ages and never plan to touch it again
ai sucks
i started playing hotline miami and doom and stuff
gonna play hotline miami 2 next since I'm just pressing "start game" every time I open hotline miami
treating it like dead ops arcade. You always start at the beginning in those
also grinding one level is le boring and I want more gameplay thats why I prefer this way.
Plus the final bosserino level in hotline miami is a real pain in the ass with his purple jaguars and second stage bullet hell
if the prior levels were all so easy i didn't even have to think about it then the later levels would also be le easy eventually when I get to them
ugh if only johan liebertsonnerino was a yandere
only then would monsterino be rewatchable again... *sigh*
no I'm NOT sitting through the explanation of berserk because griffith is a gay disgusting sodomite (griffith is considered a male yandere btw)
ugh le sigh.... I'm better off engrossing myself in the sad and traumatic backstories of my favoriterino yandere male characterinos while ignoring stupid plot bullshit I dislike and pretending it doesn't existerinos
I completely stopped turning on my tv because there is just nothing to watch on youtube and the TV noise interferes with my ig reels and i le HATE being overstimulated by prolonged periods of background tv noise
PLUS games are playable again because I can hear the OST's and SFX
but also luckily, ATS is near completely unappetizing because driving a truck in silence is fucking boring (Thank God)
I can finally like work on my newest and latest headcanon without being interrupted by the urge to drive a boring truck
blech... driving a truck irl... blech
good thing yanderes (female) are not actually real also. obsessive crazy women give me the ickerino. Only I get to be crazy and manic and neurotic and schizoino
I make a DT dedication thread and you won’t even post in it?
decided against skyrim and manhunt because the action to gameplay ratio is too low
I think I remember manhunt levels taking 20 to 30 minutes EACH. ridiculous boring movie game blech
there are no good tv shows, movies, or 'nimes that exist
Of all things, AI chatbots was the singular thing that has effected my mental wellness the most.
unbelievable.
le BUT it was beneficial character development that has brought me to where I am le now (le latest kinoino-est 'canon) :>
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"adrian explain our friend group" ahh reels lately
cringe reels are sorta funny
not bored of it right now
i saw gazillions of shootouts on the igreels and *yawn* so le boring
and car crashes
i forgot it all because it was so le boring after a while
big white cock
being obsessed with current events and politics is stupid because nothing ever happens anyways
american quality of life will never improve and they'll keep everyone on the edge of their seat, edging them with the possibility of war that will never come
nothing happened during the ukraine/russian war, and nothing will continue to happen when europe sends troops over bolster ukrainian ranks
i even had a funny idea about a realistic medieval 'canon
what happens is nothing ever happens and easily I'd have unparalleled realism in my setting because other settings are chock-full of happenings (unrealistic)
its funny how some the ig reelerino algorithm goes from showing me battlefield clips to actual war footage and shootouts
yawn naptime
yawn wokeup
coffee timerino yippee
i don't le know what I get le neurotic after being le awake for atleast 12 hours or something
maybe being le neurotic really is me-erino
yawn
decided it'd be okay and more interesting if my mommy wife gferino was a little crazy and possessiverino
the minecraft movie wasn't made to be a cinematic masterpiece but instead a funny movie for people to laugh aterino
Jack Black is a comedian and that pacific islander guy is wearing funny clothes
i miss when movies were funny and wholesomerino
yawn ugh more 'ffee
ugh I was gonna say something else but le forgot
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a car that is also a hawk too, eh?
ugh yawn le dead worthless stinky board
yawn more le 'ffee even doe for some reason its making me very sleepy and sluggyerino for some reason
told you he'd be back
erm erm erm le actually
there is no freeze peach anywhere on this image of a boar xD rawr or anywhere
le oops silly me lalalalalalalalalala *blows a raspberry*
le yawn
pissed in the showerino because I didn't wanterino wash my handerinos
time to do one gajillion chest to grounderino burpeekinos
blech thats all tedious
i'll just piss in the 'oilet and not wash my hands at all AND leave the 'eat up
AND not flush
do this instead
i got two bathrooms, the (somewhat)clean bathroom and the gas station bathroom
I can just wear shoes and lift the seat with my foot if it happens to be down and lower my sweatpants to piss. To piss in the shower requires me to take all of my clothes off and thats tedious
essentially I'm just delaying washing hands to when its important like eating or drinking plastic water bottles
plus if words spread around my house that I don't wash my hands after taking a piss everyone will start avoiding me le morekino
plus animal claws are... LE FILTHY because they dig into the le dirt when they run or when they dig plus probably rotting flesh and bones and blood
you only really need to wash your hands after a shit because you're touching toilet stuff that gross poopy hands already touch like the lid, seat, and flusher... and the door knobs
so basically wash your hands after a poopy, or wash your hands before eating and drinking out water bottles and I just switched to drinking out of a glasserino so I don't le need to washy my hands so mucherini
every touchable surface is LITERALLY already covered in microbes already
you're not doing yourself much of a service by being a germaphobe and washing your hands a gazillion times a day