Shit bnat why am I still unhappy?

I thought I would finally get my own room and furniture, but they already bought furniture without asking me and mom put her huge ass wardrobe in my room that she bought on impulse now dad died and left us with a loan he didn't get insurance because he was a diabetic fat fuck
fuck I thought mom would at least empty dad's wardrobe and put her clothes there but she doesn't care about me being happy

the other thing I was looking forward to the seoul trip but it was shit too I thought I would at least have one happy memory before I off myself Fuck

God would you just die already? Seriously you're just pathetic.

I need to buy clothes with long sleeves but I start slitting my wrists, i still have to give exams if i dont die from it

should I just unscrew the window thing and jump , is 15th floor enough? they did a pretty bad job i think I can just yank it

shit bnat why am I still unhappy?

Bad diet and no exercise? Teenage hormones? If your parent still supports you, and you have no need for a job yet, then you have no idea how happy you should be right now. Life only gets harder as an adult.

BOYMODER I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DONT DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BOYMODER IT GETS SAD WHEN UR GONE 4 ALONG TIME DONT LEAVE 4 SO LONG NEXT TIME OK?

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mom isn't going to work or else i would have tried to hang myself with whatever that's available rn

dude, atleast go to seoul on your own before offing yourself
i realize how suffocating this situation must feel
if you can find any sort of outlet besides food/drugs and receding into yourself, you should go for it
try doing something that scares you
maybe go find some people your age to interact with
this shit will all feel like a bad dream one day, i promise

what you should REALLY be afraid of is turning into your dysfunctional family members

u just don’t get it all i ever wanted was some privacy just because of her wardrobe she enters my room whenever she wants

Le get a job and move out advice

job market sucks dad died so no more getting job with connections and u know what i would have been happy on low wage job if i had whole salary to spend just on things like anime stuff to cope

and u know what i would have been happy on low wage job if i had whole salary to spend just on things like anime stuff to cope

you can do that if you get roommates

I was on a uni and tried to socialize with people my age and learned that Indians aren't human they have absolutely no sympathy or trust for anyone

pajeets really suck more that Anon Babble nazis

uni trip / seoul tour

whatever I'm eepy

even japanese are bad I was eavesdropping on them in smoking room they were talking about murdering women Fucking incels

fuck u fake ritsu

Pajeets' post. Although I live in a shithole I'm white.

how did you learn that they have no sympathy for anyone?
Anon Babble isn't real, you're just talking toa computer

nigger would u stop skin colour bullshit now

picrel

how did you learn that they have no sympathy for anyone?

I can yap about it all day and it won't end

If I were a nigger, I'd be whiter than you. Even niggers in Brazil are whiter than you.

tell me what happened

I just wanna forget about it

yeah, that's how your mom ended up the way she did lol
you should find people who have sympathy instead of forgetting about your problems with drugs

I don't need anyone I can kms on my own don't worry

you won't though, you're too afraid
you'll end up like your mom and continue the cycle

you do need other people
it's hard to accept that but it will only get harder if you live in denial about it

do you ever imagine what would happen if the power grid went down?
the pattern of your life would be completely broken
who knows what would happen, maybe you could find happiness and live in a colony somewhere

I'll never be happy

the end

self-fulfilling prophecy

did you feel happy when you were young?
is there anything you really wanted to do?
youtube.com/watch?v=52Gg9CqhbP8

No, you should go to that Seoul trip and enjoy yourself.

Hello, it is Binder.

I have a solution for you Boymoder, you need to another daddy. Lose weight, become a femboy, then use your twinkboy appeal to find a sugar daddy and coast life from there. We know you are a femboy on the inside, Boymoder.

aryan!

You're a fat faggot that has no real meaning in his life. You spend all of your time on the computer trying to convince people your delusions of being cute are real. Its probably hopeless for u tbqhwu

Did the femboy pajeet die?

not yet , I'll livestream don't worry

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Stand at the top of a tall structure and make sure that there is something relatively soft such as grass, or a sleeping fat person, below. You should preferably be on the edge of some kind of overhang, such as a bridge.

Next, tie cheese wire around your neck, tight enough that it won't slip off under tension but loose enough not to choke you. Remember, you don't want to die looking like a Michael Hutchence wannabe. Nobody wants to be Michael Hutchence. Even Hutchence hated it.

Anyway, tie the cheese wire to something solid on top of the structure. Make sure that there is a good six or seven feet of slack. Now stand at the edge and glue your hands to the side of your head. If you are under the age of 16, you may wish to get a responsible but sociopathic adult to help you. Wait until your hands are glued solidly to your head. This has the added advantage of stopping you from calling for help if you change your mind (you fucking pussy).

Now jump off the structure. It'll only hurt for a second, when the cheese wire runs out of slack and slices through your neck. The overhang should stop you from bashing your now-severed head against the wall of the structure when the cutting motion jerks your body backwards.

You should hopefully land face down, although this is really out of your hands by now. Unlike your head, which is glued to them. This has the excellent effect of causing whoever finds your body to think that you have pulled your head off.

another shit day , i fucking tried to avoid mom all day but she still managed to annoy me at night